Most of time , i am thinking what do i want ?
I am 28 years old now ,I am not like 18 years old teenagers. I am more mature now.
So now i have known what i want -----I want a husband
All the time ,when i am looking at all the couples walking through the street, pass by me.
I am really want to be with someone as well. i dont want to flouting anymore i want to settle down
I know i am not good at making money,So i couldnt give my partner the best physical life, But i do have a brain to make money , I could afford the cost of myself.
My idea husband is a bit stocky chubby cub big man Caucasian man, normally older than me , as i want to be cared.
For the sexual : I am normally bottom but can be top too..I am into most things but no kinky no pain sex life
I want a normal husband ,normal life ....
I am in london now .
So if anyone want to be my husband
you could e mail to me :cdn888@hotmail.co.uk
My number is 00447811305005
No timewaster no bad men, Genuine men only .100% honest and faithful
Oh BTW i am Deng
Friday, 15 June 2012
Tuesday, 16 August 2011
Imagine
Imagine lots of things.
Most of time i am imagining my man,my mr right ,my lover ,my partner who could spend his life with me.
Well in my mind my man should be caucasian,28 to 45 years old.180cm to 190cm ,good looking with nice smiles. average body to stocky. not childiish,sense of humor ,sweat heart and romatic.
When we are watching tv ,he ask me to lie on his legs or chest.
When we are going out,he could hold my hands and give me a french kiss.
When we are having a dinner ,he could look at me and with smile.
I hope he could bring me to travel all over the world, you know my ambition is eatting all the nice food over the world.
I hope he could bring me to the bar club to join his friends conversation.
I hope he could bring me to the cinema to watch the moives .
I hope he could bring me to the countryside to have a picnic.
I hope we could have some wine at home ,enjoy the every second we been togather.
I hope we could lose each other into each others world when we are having sex,i love to have sex with my partner everyday.
I hope he is looking at me when i am weaking up,show me a nice smile and sweet kiss......
I hope we could be togather for ever,love each other till the end of the world.
Most of time i am imagining my man,my mr right ,my lover ,my partner who could spend his life with me.
Well in my mind my man should be caucasian,28 to 45 years old.180cm to 190cm ,good looking with nice smiles. average body to stocky. not childiish,sense of humor ,sweat heart and romatic.
When we are watching tv ,he ask me to lie on his legs or chest.
When we are going out,he could hold my hands and give me a french kiss.
When we are having a dinner ,he could look at me and with smile.
I hope he could bring me to travel all over the world, you know my ambition is eatting all the nice food over the world.
I hope he could bring me to the bar club to join his friends conversation.
I hope he could bring me to the cinema to watch the moives .
I hope he could bring me to the countryside to have a picnic.
I hope we could have some wine at home ,enjoy the every second we been togather.
I hope we could lose each other into each others world when we are having sex,i love to have sex with my partner everyday.
I hope he is looking at me when i am weaking up,show me a nice smile and sweet kiss......
I hope we could be togather for ever,love each other till the end of the world.
Films star
I want to be a films star.To act everything love stories.I want people not scared of be gay and fell in love with someone.As you know,most of people they like men,but they are decent ,hide themselves to deep.Be honest ,to be gay it is not easy as the sexual culture.But it is innocent to be gay.So i wish i could act all the characters,record the romantic happiness and bright stories for gay guys to remember ,always remind them whenever whatever happened ,never give up your faith of love.
LOVE DOES WONDER.!
LOVE DOES WONDER.!
Monday, 1 August 2011
I just wanna spend my life with you
All the time , i was waitting for a man.A man i just saw once ,but i have fell in love with him.I just want to spend time with him even just one more time.But after i waitted for a long time ,he text to me ,he wouldnt come,I am really disppointed.I changed a lot in order to be much more better and i would like to give him a surprise after he return.But i wont.I tried to call him twice,he didnt answer the phone .And i think i know what is going on.I was angry ,i felt my heart was broken.I hate him,but i still love him.I know i shouldnt ,but i just cannt help myself.
Why.....
Why the person who i love,always go away?
Why
Why the person who i dont love ,always around me?
Honey,I just wanna spend my life with you.But i think it is impossiable now.
I am scared,i dont know who could trust,who will never breaks my heart ,who i can spend my life with...
I lost.....in this world to be a man ,but like man to be my partner and lover.
I just wanna spend my life with you
Why.....
Why the person who i love,always go away?
Why
Why the person who i dont love ,always around me?
Honey,I just wanna spend my life with you.But i think it is impossiable now.
I am scared,i dont know who could trust,who will never breaks my heart ,who i can spend my life with...
I lost.....in this world to be a man ,but like man to be my partner and lover.
I just wanna spend my life with you
Thursday, 21 July 2011
A moive "Clapham Junction"
If you ask me which moive is your favorite ? I probably would say none.Because i love so many moives.They are all my favorite ,they are all talking about love stroies and the most incredible thing is they are all about gay stories.In my opinion i think the stories base on the gay scenes are more attractive interesting affecting and true.
I got worried, suprised,impressed.
First of all , came out was a silver wedding scene,quite nice A gay couple crossed the wedding rings with each other and had a speech.So nice . So now i am fancying a wedding for myself as well ,but i don't know who is gonna be my partner? Here is a question. Sry a bit far ,that is go back to the moive. But in the wedding when the guests were having a dance with one of the bridegroom. and another one went to flirt a waiter and said;"You have a nice arse". So i get confused Do they really care about the man who has a relationship with? or they just need to sex with different guys?Even in the wedding? Of course included me i am one of them.So i am worried about them.Even a relationship couldn't make them to contral themselves.That is not good.
Then after ,there was a public toilet ,gay guys got into there,pissing and checking around the guys who are there ,they were knew who is guy with one look.If matched then go in the room having a sex ,then go away, even without say goodbye.It seemed quite easy to find one. Oh now i see gay guys are everywhere!
The most impressed part of the moive was a boy and a older man they were kissing with tears.I don't know why , but i got touched.That was the really love from these two guys, even they couldn't be togather,the boy is too young only 14 years old.Gosh it is too young for now.but he wanted and he knew what he wants.....
The stroy is still keep going , i will let you to find out something i haven't mentioned.
It is a great moive i love it.Hope you guys like it too.
I got worried, suprised,impressed.
First of all , came out was a silver wedding scene,quite nice A gay couple crossed the wedding rings with each other and had a speech.So nice . So now i am fancying a wedding for myself as well ,but i don't know who is gonna be my partner? Here is a question. Sry a bit far ,that is go back to the moive. But in the wedding when the guests were having a dance with one of the bridegroom. and another one went to flirt a waiter and said;"You have a nice arse". So i get confused Do they really care about the man who has a relationship with? or they just need to sex with different guys?Even in the wedding? Of course included me i am one of them.So i am worried about them.Even a relationship couldn't make them to contral themselves.That is not good.
Then after ,there was a public toilet ,gay guys got into there,pissing and checking around the guys who are there ,they were knew who is guy with one look.If matched then go in the room having a sex ,then go away, even without say goodbye.It seemed quite easy to find one. Oh now i see gay guys are everywhere!
The most impressed part of the moive was a boy and a older man they were kissing with tears.I don't know why , but i got touched.That was the really love from these two guys, even they couldn't be togather,the boy is too young only 14 years old.Gosh it is too young for now.but he wanted and he knew what he wants.....
The stroy is still keep going , i will let you to find out something i haven't mentioned.
It is a great moive i love it.Hope you guys like it too.
Tuesday, 19 July 2011
Tomorrow
Listen a song called: <Tomorrow>
Singer: Chris Young
Tomorrow I'm gonna leave here
I'm gonna let you go and walk away
Like every day I said I would
And tomorrow, I'm gonna listen
To that voice of reason inside my head
Telling me that we're no good
[Chorus]
But tonight I'm gonna give in one last time
Rock you strong in these arms of mine
Forget all the regrets that are bound to follow
We're like fire and gasoline
I'm no good for you
You're no good for me
We only bring each other tears and sorrow
But tonight, I'm gonna love you like there's no
[Verse 2]
Tomorrow
I'll be stronger
I'm not gonna break down and call you up
When my heart cries out for you
And tomorrow, you won't believe it,
But when I pass your house,
I won't stop no matter how bad I want to.
[Chorus]
Baby when we're good, You know we're great
But there's too much bad for us to think
That there's anything worth trying to save
[Chorus]
Tomorrow, I'm gonna leave here.
I'm gonna let you go and walk away like every day I said I would
Singer: Chris Young
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Tomorrow I'm gonna leave here
I'm gonna let you go and walk away
Like every day I said I would
And tomorrow, I'm gonna listen
To that voice of reason inside my head
Telling me that we're no good
[Chorus]
But tonight I'm gonna give in one last time
Rock you strong in these arms of mine
Forget all the regrets that are bound to follow
We're like fire and gasoline
I'm no good for you
You're no good for me
We only bring each other tears and sorrow
But tonight, I'm gonna love you like there's no
[Verse 2]
Tomorrow
I'll be stronger
I'm not gonna break down and call you up
When my heart cries out for you
And tomorrow, you won't believe it,
But when I pass your house,
I won't stop no matter how bad I want to.
[Chorus]
Baby when we're good, You know we're great
But there's too much bad for us to think
That there's anything worth trying to save
[Chorus]
Tomorrow, I'm gonna leave here.
I'm gonna let you go and walk away like every day I said I would
Monday, 18 July 2011
The coffee shop
One day i walked into a coffee shop for a coffee.It was tranquility ,people were whispering .It was a nice place to stay for a while.Be honest i was a bit nervous,because i don't use to go to coffee shop,there is something in my mind and always remind me :"You don't belong there and you shouldn't go there.You are different with them.You got different hair colour and face with them ."These are always make a bit stress to me,I know i need to open minded,I am a bit shy.but different culture language i have learned and different skin colour i have had .All of there make me difference with them.So i do not get used to stay with people who are much difference with me.I just think they are so beautiful, like angles Even i haven't seen angles but i think they are should be more close than me.
Anyway i was there and i ordered a black coffee.I like black coffee with some brown sugar,no cream, because after mixed with cream it is just not a original coffee anymore .In my opinion!
i don't remember since when i did.
The coffee was dense but a bit sour and bitter,i was the first time had this kind of coffee,but after swallowed , i feeled aroma full of my mouth i felled like just woke up.I like to use my tongue to play with the coffee round and round in my mouth.
Then another day i get another one.A good try!
Calm , have a coffee.enjoy it when whatever drive you crazy!
Anyway i was there and i ordered a black coffee.I like black coffee with some brown sugar,no cream, because after mixed with cream it is just not a original coffee anymore .In my opinion!
i don't remember since when i did.
The coffee was dense but a bit sour and bitter,i was the first time had this kind of coffee,but after swallowed , i feeled aroma full of my mouth i felled like just woke up.I like to use my tongue to play with the coffee round and round in my mouth.
Then another day i get another one.A good try!
Calm , have a coffee.enjoy it when whatever drive you crazy!
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